I am basically learning to let go of relationships that aren't working.
I am that person who usually holds on to EVERY SINGLE THING.
I hesitate before throwing away receipts. I have books from elementary school. I have all the letters, report cards, cards, pictures (that I haven't tragically lost yet. I still weep for those pics that have moved on to picture heaven), etc.
The whole process of letting things go started after graduation, I guess.
I finally threw away those pesky SAT books (even though after I threw them out, I started tutoring, of course. They could have been very useful -__-).
I finally threw away high school papers.
And I finally put an end to relationships that were either one sided or just not working out.
It takes me a lot to end friendships. But, I think i'm at that point in which I am trying to better myself constantly, and that task requires me to surround myself with good people who can guide me and support me. Some people were being shitty, and I got tired of waiting around for them to come around.
I think it's just damn time for me to say my goodbye's and move the fuck on with my life because I really deserve better.
Bye!
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11.7.12
Random Thoughts: Period
Is it gross to talk about period?
Probably.
But, is it an extremely relevant and ubiquitous part of girl's/women's lives?
Heck yes.
For me, it is the only thing that makes me so angry about being a girl (maybe other than giving birth, but that seems like you at least have the option to refuse).
I may have more things to be angry about, but I can't think of anything right now because I am currently suffering from cramps.
And along with the uncalled-for cramps, period just comes with other fun things.
1. forgetfulness
2. extreme mood swings that can range from jumping up and down in joy to crying my eyes out for no apparently reason to volcano eruption like rage
3. pain. everywhere. mostly in the abdominal areas and back
4. purely uncomfortable situations
5. I want to punch everyone (comes with the mood swings, but important to emphasize)
6. losing 2 weeks out of every month to period.
7. skin issues
yea. that's right. TWO WEEKS.
the week prior to the actual torture that is called period, I suffer from PMS.
Pre-menstrual syndrome.
that's what it stands for, I hope. I am too lazy to look it up.
And it also bothers me when people refer to PERIOD as PMS.
They are different!
Anyways, yea. During my PMS period, I am grouchy and my body starts giving out and gives up.
So, I guess I should take some comfort at the fact that I can predict when I will go through the torture week, but at the same time, it just seems unfair that I am suffering HALF THE YEAR.
Also, during the actual torture, my brain refuses to work, along with my body.
So, I am pretty much a bedridden, grumpy, pained, retarded BEAST that should not and does not want to interact with other people or things.
But seriously, people need to leave me the fuck alone.
However, ironically, something important ALWAYS come up when I am suffering.
For example, I am leaving for Vegas tmrw.
WHY? because my family wanted to go with dad for his business trip.
They obviously disregarded my plea and went ahead with the plan.
I am just praying at this point that advil and midol will miraculously make the pain go away (which sometimes isn't the case...).
Sitting in the car for 4 hours AND suffering from the unbearable heat of the desert seem REALLY unappealing during my period week.
I have about 10% interest in going to Vegas right now.
I've been many times before.
Call me ungrateful, but I seriously just want to rest at home and do nothing.
So, I should list good things about having period.
1. excuse for acting absolutely crazy and bitchy
2. my body refuses to eat, so I do tend to lose weight.
3. I get to appreciate the other half of the year.
I think that's about it.
Every month, I wish for a hysterectomy.
I'm, at this point, almost 70% sure that I don't want kids.
so... getting rid of the one thing that's been making me suffer seems rather appealing at the peak of my cramps.
Obviously, half joking and half desperately wishing for it to happen... :(
I envy those girls that are like.. yea my period is so short and blahblahblah.
STFU!
GAHHHHHH.
yes, there's the option of birth control pills.
But, I'm kinda iffy about messing with my hormones since I don't want to alter my body that way.
And taking pills everyday seems like a bitch.
I try to stay away from pills as much as possible; although it seems impossible to stay away from advil once in a while (I take gummy bear multivitamin like a child because I hate pills).
So, no on BC pills.
and also no to other forms of hormone things.. they kinda freak me out.
So, I just have to wait until I hit menopause (which comes with its own sorts of crazy fun things, I've heard).
Let me just bury myself in sorrow and pity,
Hayon
Probably.
But, is it an extremely relevant and ubiquitous part of girl's/women's lives?
Heck yes.
For me, it is the only thing that makes me so angry about being a girl (maybe other than giving birth, but that seems like you at least have the option to refuse).
I may have more things to be angry about, but I can't think of anything right now because I am currently suffering from cramps.
And along with the uncalled-for cramps, period just comes with other fun things.
1. forgetfulness
2. extreme mood swings that can range from jumping up and down in joy to crying my eyes out for no apparently reason to volcano eruption like rage
3. pain. everywhere. mostly in the abdominal areas and back
4. purely uncomfortable situations
5. I want to punch everyone (comes with the mood swings, but important to emphasize)
6. losing 2 weeks out of every month to period.
7. skin issues
yea. that's right. TWO WEEKS.
the week prior to the actual torture that is called period, I suffer from PMS.
Pre-menstrual syndrome.
that's what it stands for, I hope. I am too lazy to look it up.
And it also bothers me when people refer to PERIOD as PMS.
They are different!
Anyways, yea. During my PMS period, I am grouchy and my body starts giving out and gives up.
So, I guess I should take some comfort at the fact that I can predict when I will go through the torture week, but at the same time, it just seems unfair that I am suffering HALF THE YEAR.
Also, during the actual torture, my brain refuses to work, along with my body.
So, I am pretty much a bedridden, grumpy, pained, retarded BEAST that should not and does not want to interact with other people or things.
But seriously, people need to leave me the fuck alone.
However, ironically, something important ALWAYS come up when I am suffering.
For example, I am leaving for Vegas tmrw.
WHY? because my family wanted to go with dad for his business trip.
They obviously disregarded my plea and went ahead with the plan.
I am just praying at this point that advil and midol will miraculously make the pain go away (which sometimes isn't the case...).
Sitting in the car for 4 hours AND suffering from the unbearable heat of the desert seem REALLY unappealing during my period week.
I have about 10% interest in going to Vegas right now.
I've been many times before.
Call me ungrateful, but I seriously just want to rest at home and do nothing.
So, I should list good things about having period.
1. excuse for acting absolutely crazy and bitchy
2. my body refuses to eat, so I do tend to lose weight.
3. I get to appreciate the other half of the year.
I think that's about it.
Every month, I wish for a hysterectomy.
I'm, at this point, almost 70% sure that I don't want kids.
so... getting rid of the one thing that's been making me suffer seems rather appealing at the peak of my cramps.
Obviously, half joking and half desperately wishing for it to happen... :(
I envy those girls that are like.. yea my period is so short and blahblahblah.
STFU!
GAHHHHHH.
yes, there's the option of birth control pills.
But, I'm kinda iffy about messing with my hormones since I don't want to alter my body that way.
And taking pills everyday seems like a bitch.
I try to stay away from pills as much as possible; although it seems impossible to stay away from advil once in a while (I take gummy bear multivitamin like a child because I hate pills).
So, no on BC pills.
and also no to other forms of hormone things.. they kinda freak me out.
So, I just have to wait until I hit menopause (which comes with its own sorts of crazy fun things, I've heard).
Let me just bury myself in sorrow and pity,
Hayon
6.5.12
OFD #1: Actually punch someone in the face
OFD: Only For Dreaming.
Yes, this blog is about actually doing things and not pushing things off. BUT, i'm also going to start a list that I just will not be able to do, but REALLY want to.
don't we all wish that sometimes we can just PUNCH someone in the face when they are being extra annoying? That fine line of annoying and tolerable has been crossed?
I probably feel this one too many times, but sometimes people just need to know that they are being "punchable."
HOWEVER, it is illegal to just punch people in the face (unless it's a fight that's being televised.. ugh so archaic. can I just express my dislike for MMA? my bf looooooves it. I, on the contrary to this post lol, dislike violence very much).
ALSO, I really hate physical violence. I avoid watching war-related, gangster/mafia-related movies, except for medieval stuff (but even then it's mostly just LOTR. I love LOTR).
AND, it would hurt ME to punch someone.. and I hate inflicting pain onto myself (sounds like common sense, but you would be surprised how many people don't mind pain.. like getting actual tattoos.. REALLY? I saw my friend getting it once, and it looked pretty damn painful and bloody).
But, seriously, sometimes I just really wish I can actually punch the annoying person in the face.
That's all,
Hayon
P.S. I am probably PMSing, and I have 2 finals on Monday that I have not been studying for even though I was "studying." UGH LIFE! yes yes some people have it harder, but being a selfish biatch that I am right now, I just cannot think of other people's suffering as much as my own. definitely first world problem. :( I will care extra next week when I am free from education!
Yes, this blog is about actually doing things and not pushing things off. BUT, i'm also going to start a list that I just will not be able to do, but REALLY want to.
don't we all wish that sometimes we can just PUNCH someone in the face when they are being extra annoying? That fine line of annoying and tolerable has been crossed?
I probably feel this one too many times, but sometimes people just need to know that they are being "punchable."
HOWEVER, it is illegal to just punch people in the face (unless it's a fight that's being televised.. ugh so archaic. can I just express my dislike for MMA? my bf looooooves it. I, on the contrary to this post lol, dislike violence very much).
ALSO, I really hate physical violence. I avoid watching war-related, gangster/mafia-related movies, except for medieval stuff (but even then it's mostly just LOTR. I love LOTR).
AND, it would hurt ME to punch someone.. and I hate inflicting pain onto myself (sounds like common sense, but you would be surprised how many people don't mind pain.. like getting actual tattoos.. REALLY? I saw my friend getting it once, and it looked pretty damn painful and bloody).
But, seriously, sometimes I just really wish I can actually punch the annoying person in the face.
That's all,
Hayon
P.S. I am probably PMSing, and I have 2 finals on Monday that I have not been studying for even though I was "studying." UGH LIFE! yes yes some people have it harder, but being a selfish biatch that I am right now, I just cannot think of other people's suffering as much as my own. definitely first world problem. :( I will care extra next week when I am free from education!
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