This whole not doing anything must be getting to my head, especially with the state of duress I have been under for ummm.. TOO LONG!
Because a moment ago, a thought popped into my head--that I want to go back to school. WTF?
I can justify this ridiculous (or genius??) notion with a few facts:
1. It is quite late. 1 AM right now.
2. I may be going insane.
3. I am constantly stressed these days.
4. I am going through my post grad freak out phase!
5. quarter-life crisis.
6. I actually miss school.
7. I actually enjoy learning. Just not exams and what nots.
8. I am bored out of my freakin mind.
9. All my TV shows are ending. So, I have nothing to do now..
10. I may be going insane. like.. seriously.
11. I AM SO BORED.
12. I do not have a legitimate career right now.
13. I hate not knowing what my next step is. As a student, I always knew.
14. I am just freaking out. no surprise here! hah
15. Masters/Ph.D. cap and gown are freakin awesome.
16. I like feeling smart... and actually getting smarter haha.
But, yea. shit. I was pretty damn convinced until like an hour ago that I was DONE with education for a long time. But, maybe not?
I need more excitement in my life.
Slowly going insane,
Hayon
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17.5.12
Random Thoughts: School
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6.5.12
Fun #3: Read Magazines
Sounds simple, right?
Well, I still have my last month's Real Simple magazine hiding away in my car. So, no. not that simple.
So, after tomorrow's finals, I will go to the bookstore to sell my hateful textbooks, and if I do end up getting money for my books, I will proudly buy myself magazines of all kinds and READ THEM.
Well, after I research about the companies I am interviewing for on Tuesday, and THEN I will read them lol. YEAH!
Just the sheer thought of being done with school is just too exciting for me to even study for my finals HAHAHA. not that I needed any excuse to not want to study.
I AM ALMOST DONE WITH THIS EDUCATION THING! until I am crazy enough to decide that I would like to go to grad school.
Just 40+ pages of information crammed into my crying brain.
:'(
What magazines should I get?
Probably Vogue, Elle, this month's real simple, Harper's Bazaar?
OH, a home decorating one, even though for my purposes, blogs are a better bet.
Excited,
Hayon
Well, I still have my last month's Real Simple magazine hiding away in my car. So, no. not that simple.
So, after tomorrow's finals, I will go to the bookstore to sell my hateful textbooks, and if I do end up getting money for my books, I will proudly buy myself magazines of all kinds and READ THEM.
Well, after I research about the companies I am interviewing for on Tuesday, and THEN I will read them lol. YEAH!
Just the sheer thought of being done with school is just too exciting for me to even study for my finals HAHAHA. not that I needed any excuse to not want to study.
I AM ALMOST DONE WITH THIS EDUCATION THING! until I am crazy enough to decide that I would like to go to grad school.
Just 40+ pages of information crammed into my crying brain.
:'(
What magazines should I get?
Probably Vogue, Elle, this month's real simple, Harper's Bazaar?
OH, a home decorating one, even though for my purposes, blogs are a better bet.
Excited,
Hayon
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