So, I used to work for this online beauty retailer company that I will not name.
They had a financial hiccup, so the boss asked me to stop working until they can pay me what I am owed, a bit less than a 1000 bucks.
And that was in April.
I still haven't been paid!
And since I was promised a position and did (not to toot my own horn here, but) a GREAT JOB!
goddammmit, I did not look for another job.
And they have avoided my phone calls and emails, in which I am quite nice and polite.
WTF?
UGH.
Anyways, I am pissed and almost broke. I'd be really effing broke if it weren't for my loving parents lol.. thanks mom & dad!
So, I filed a wage claim.
My dad was like.. shouldn't you sue them or something?
I said no.. that doesn't seem right.
Well, I know I'm not going to do anything that's drastic or hurtful to the company or my former boss.
Why? because I am a wuss, and I believe in Karma so I try to steer away from hurting other people even if the same has been done to me.
But, if I lived in a world where I didn't have to suffer the consequences of my actions, I would be ruining the damn company somehow.
But, I don't know how nor do I want to take the time to come up with ways to fuck them over.
BUT, it would be nice to get back at people who made me suffer.
For once, I would like to not take the high road and just stoop down to the level of my enemies!
Unfortunately, I live in a world where there are consequences, and I am staying away from trashing the company.
Honestly, I just want my money and move on.
Defeated?
Hayon
Showing posts with label post-grad. Show all posts
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25.6.12
27.5.12
Fun: Write a song
ok. I am not particularly skilled in numbers. I'm okay (I'm korean), but not stellar.
I give up on the list system other than for the done list. lol I get WAY too confused.
anyways.
Since graduated and unemployed equal A LOT OF TIME, as I've mentioned and complained and bragged about MULTIPLE times, I am bored a lot.
So I was whining as usual, and Chris was like.. why don't you write a song?
well, his almost exact words were, why don't you write a theme song for our lizzie mcguire crew? HAHA
Jenn would obviously get the reference, and seeing as you are the only reader (other than from Russia.. according to the stats page.. wtf), you are obviously the only one that I care to mention in my blogs anyways.
And I always wanted to write a song.
Not to toot my own horn (which I really love to do often times HAHA jokingly and seriously), I think i'm musically talented.
whatever. haters gonna hate, but I think I should give myself a pat in the back once in a while.
I can play the piano fairly well, being Asian and all.
And my fundamental's shit, but I don't think it's of an utmost importance in songwriting anyways.
So, what the hell.
WHY NOT? (in honor of hillary duff HAH)
The one thing I would hate is for it to sound corny.
ugh we'll see hahahaha
I give up on the list system other than for the done list. lol I get WAY too confused.
anyways.
Since graduated and unemployed equal A LOT OF TIME, as I've mentioned and complained and bragged about MULTIPLE times, I am bored a lot.
So I was whining as usual, and Chris was like.. why don't you write a song?
well, his almost exact words were, why don't you write a theme song for our lizzie mcguire crew? HAHA
Jenn would obviously get the reference, and seeing as you are the only reader (other than from Russia.. according to the stats page.. wtf), you are obviously the only one that I care to mention in my blogs anyways.
And I always wanted to write a song.
Not to toot my own horn (which I really love to do often times HAHA jokingly and seriously), I think i'm musically talented.
whatever. haters gonna hate, but I think I should give myself a pat in the back once in a while.
I can play the piano fairly well, being Asian and all.
And my fundamental's shit, but I don't think it's of an utmost importance in songwriting anyways.
So, what the hell.
WHY NOT? (in honor of hillary duff HAH)
The one thing I would hate is for it to sound corny.
ugh we'll see hahahaha
17.5.12
Random Thoughts: School
This whole not doing anything must be getting to my head, especially with the state of duress I have been under for ummm.. TOO LONG!
Because a moment ago, a thought popped into my head--that I want to go back to school. WTF?
I can justify this ridiculous (or genius??) notion with a few facts:
1. It is quite late. 1 AM right now.
2. I may be going insane.
3. I am constantly stressed these days.
4. I am going through my post grad freak out phase!
5. quarter-life crisis.
6. I actually miss school.
7. I actually enjoy learning. Just not exams and what nots.
8. I am bored out of my freakin mind.
9. All my TV shows are ending. So, I have nothing to do now..
10. I may be going insane. like.. seriously.
11. I AM SO BORED.
12. I do not have a legitimate career right now.
13. I hate not knowing what my next step is. As a student, I always knew.
14. I am just freaking out. no surprise here! hah
15. Masters/Ph.D. cap and gown are freakin awesome.
16. I like feeling smart... and actually getting smarter haha.
But, yea. shit. I was pretty damn convinced until like an hour ago that I was DONE with education for a long time. But, maybe not?
I need more excitement in my life.
Slowly going insane,
Hayon
Because a moment ago, a thought popped into my head--that I want to go back to school. WTF?
I can justify this ridiculous (or genius??) notion with a few facts:
1. It is quite late. 1 AM right now.
2. I may be going insane.
3. I am constantly stressed these days.
4. I am going through my post grad freak out phase!
5. quarter-life crisis.
6. I actually miss school.
7. I actually enjoy learning. Just not exams and what nots.
8. I am bored out of my freakin mind.
9. All my TV shows are ending. So, I have nothing to do now..
10. I may be going insane. like.. seriously.
11. I AM SO BORED.
12. I do not have a legitimate career right now.
13. I hate not knowing what my next step is. As a student, I always knew.
14. I am just freaking out. no surprise here! hah
15. Masters/Ph.D. cap and gown are freakin awesome.
16. I like feeling smart... and actually getting smarter haha.
But, yea. shit. I was pretty damn convinced until like an hour ago that I was DONE with education for a long time. But, maybe not?
I need more excitement in my life.
Slowly going insane,
Hayon
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